Talked to Mom today about the debacle this weekend, or rather, we didn't talk about it purposefully. She's still sad and there is little else to be said to make anything any better, so I'm just hoping that when she gets company tomorrow it will make her feel better. Wish there was a way to make others feel as miserable as they make my loved ones feel. Oh well...that's actually a terrible thing to wish for...so scratch that. I should be a lot more charitable and forgiving than I am. As a Christian, that is definitely one of my weakest gifts. I always hold a grudge. Although if I had held a grudge the last time something like this happened, then this time wouldn't have happened at all. ARGH. So what's the difference between not forgiving and removing someone from you life because it's for the best? Because right now this has become my sin, and it's not one that I'm enjoying. (Not that you should enjoy any sin, but you get the idea.) Ramble, ramble.
Tomorrow is a new day. The kids and I are planning to be in all day and C won't be home from 6AM until about 9:30 PM. So it's just me and the littles carousing all day. AJ has a ton of schoolwork that we are still catching up on, plus a meeting with the lead teacher tomorrow. As much as I love the K12 curriculum, I wouldn't mind not having to answer to a teacher other than myself. But, since I can't afford the curriculum otherwise, this is what we get. Although maybe accountability isn't such a bad thing, considering it's only the third week back from break and I already feel behind again. Double ARGH.

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